Out-Of-Sorts

I've been stuck in a haze.
Walking around with no sense of what I'm doing.
Doing homework without thinking.
Eating without savouring.
What's wrong with me?

I don't feel sad.
I'm not angry.
I don't feel depressed.
I'm not anxious.
I can't feel.
What's wrong with me?

I don't dream.
My imagination doesn't spiral.
-Creating daises with smiling faces
-And halls filled with beautifully coloured ribbons.

I don't. I can't.

Today, we got an assignment in my English class where we have to write a story about a hero, make sure he/she has a goal, at least two conflicts, learns a lesson, and is 4-5 pages. She also added that we could work on this with another person. Honestly, I don't need another person to help me write 4-5 pages.This assignment is easily, the most exciting thing I've assigned to me. While everyone around me was groaning, and saying "FIVE PAGES?!" out of anger, I was practically bouncing on my chair out of glee.
I have so many ideas, I can hardly contain myself. I have a feeling that my story is going to be a lot more than 4-5 pages. I hope my English teacher doesn't mind.
Before all this happened, I went to meet with my guidance counselor and she told me my teacher recommended I be put in English Honors. That excited me too. On all my essays all I've ever gotten were 'A's, I've never gotten a 'B' on a writing assignment. I honestly enjoy writing things. It exercises my mind.

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