I don't miss you yet/

My day was quite uneventful, I went to borders, read some comics, got two books. I went to Walmart bought Avatar, and I'm currently watching it.
The romances and beauties in this movie are glorious."She talks about a network of energy that flows through all living things, and someday we'll have to give it back." The visuals are beautiful: floating mountains, glowing light patterns, natural beauty. The way two 'people' fall in love, unexpectedly. Although this movie is definitely not the greatest of the century, one cannot deny the creativity that went into this movie. New language, new type of people, new culture, but with the root that all beings can love, and feel. The art of choosing a person and that person choosing you, the connection between nature and spirit, is something that's been rooted into our souls, and this movie brings that to life, so to speak.

Something I would have liked to have told you today: the first song that appeared on my iPod today was Everything We Had- The Academy Is... A couple of days ago you mentioned this song. "It's truly a beautiful song" the whole time when you were trying to explain to me how deep and sultry the song is, I was thinking "do you remember?" one day, way back when, we were in my kitchen, and this song came on. I looked at you with a sad expression because this song always saddened me. You smiled at me, and took my hand and we (I hesitatingly) started slow-dancing in my kitchen while I whispered the words of this sad song in your ear. After a couple of years, things between us started becoming different, so many mistakes, and fights got in between us, and we haven't had moments like this. For that very reason I skipped this song every time it came on my iPod. I've learned that I do that. A song reminds me of you, and I'm mad? Skip. A song reminds me of your ex girlfriend? Skip skip skip. Songs have the ability to take me back to a certain place or person, and for that reason I miss out on songs that I like. I don't know what to make of this. All I know is I don't miss you yet, but I do think of you a lot.