My boyfriend of 20 months is in Ecuador right now. He's going to be there for a week.
The longest we've been apart has been 3, awful days. I'm not lying when I say they were awful. I couldn't breathe right, the action in itself felt wrong. My insides felt ripped apart, it felt like half of me left with him. It sounds pathetic, and it was. My reaction was equivalent as someone has died.
The worst part is not that he's going to be gone DOUBLE the amount of time we've been apart, and then some; the worst part is he's in a different country. We've never had to deal with that situation before.
Today, i was doing fairly well. I wasn't sad, i just missed him. There was so many things that happened in my day that i wanted to tell him about, but couldn't. Just when I was thinking "Maybe it won't be so bad" up pops up this commerical
AT&T Backpacker Commercial
That song is our song. You know how couples always have "a song"? Yeah, that's ours. It's kind of cheesy, but we sing it to each other a lot.
Disclaimer: We've known this song since '07, we haven't fallen in love with it JUST NOW.
Seeing that commerical made me really sad. I was suprised i didn't just start sobbing out nowhere.
/sigh.
The longest we've been apart has been 3, awful days. I'm not lying when I say they were awful. I couldn't breathe right, the action in itself felt wrong. My insides felt ripped apart, it felt like half of me left with him. It sounds pathetic, and it was. My reaction was equivalent as someone has died.
The worst part is not that he's going to be gone DOUBLE the amount of time we've been apart, and then some; the worst part is he's in a different country. We've never had to deal with that situation before.
Today, i was doing fairly well. I wasn't sad, i just missed him. There was so many things that happened in my day that i wanted to tell him about, but couldn't. Just when I was thinking "Maybe it won't be so bad" up pops up this commerical
AT&T Backpacker Commercial
That song is our song. You know how couples always have "a song"? Yeah, that's ours. It's kind of cheesy, but we sing it to each other a lot.
Disclaimer: We've known this song since '07, we haven't fallen in love with it JUST NOW.
Seeing that commerical made me really sad. I was suprised i didn't just start sobbing out nowhere.
/sigh.
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